Monday, June 13, 2011

A Calliope Of Changes. Yes, A Piano-Like Instrument of Changes

So, I haven't posted in a while.  A long while, I think that needs to change.

Either way, so big changes.  I've kind of changed my entire plan for my life.  I shouldn't say I changed my entire plan, merely made it my own.  I initially was going to head to the cities, be generally awesome, get a job, a place to live, and live in the gayest city in the country.  However, this didn't feel right to me, I learned after a few weeks.  So, I decided to take a different approach, take a step back, head to Grand Forks.  Why Grand Forks some of you may ask, if anyone really reads this?  Because it's not back to a place that after college I only plan to visit, it's not my home town, or any other town that doesn't interest me.  Bemidji isn't a bad town, just holds nothing for me as far as life aspirations, other than some amazing friends who I will miss terribly.  I chose Grand Forks, mainly because there are jobs here.  Also, it will allow me to better prepare myself for actually heading down to the cities, hopefully in the next year, when I've paid off some debts, and have money saved up to get an apartment and properly job hunt.  It's going to be an interesting experience.

I had a slight fear that, "Oh my God!  There isn't anything here!"(as far as culture went.)  Though, given I have a friend here who I'm both staying with and is familiar with the town, that put my worries to rest.  Perhaps I took the easy way out, and I merely set myself back.  However, I feel like this is my decision, and a good one.  I can make something for myself here, build myself, work on some things I've wanted to work on for a while now, and do my own thing as it were.  Perhaps chronically this time would be wise, given it will help me keep on top of something I've promised myself I would keep on top of, and also give me a place to chat/release about things that are happening in my life.

I'm off now, to do, things.  What things, well, I'm sure they'll be amazing, and wonderful, and change the world in an instance.  Mainly, they'll probably be debating the ethics and morals between good and evil and the repercussions that come from even the simplest and most inane of decisions wracking my brain as to an objective outlook on good and evil.  Or, I'll make some cereal and pour over DnD books.  Either way, something will be accomplished today.

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